For more than 3 months now, I've been meaning to let you know why there are few or indeed no articles coming out of the factory.
As a result of extreme ill health, I have been suffering from various phsycological and cardiac problems. 4 stays in hospital haven't helped a great deal, and the medication I now have to take is rather powerful. It reminds me of those bad days just after being operated on for cardiac bypass surgery, and it was impossible for me to construct anything intelligibible.
This time we have to deal with "panic attacks" something I have never experienced before, but something which is extremely nasty, and involved the taking of strong medicaments and just hope they will have the effect required. Writing is imposssible, it takes hours just to correct the errors!
If you have never heard of this, don't just wipe it off as "non-existent" - beleive me - it exists unfortunately.
Here are a couple of links to let you know a little about it......
http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Panic-disorder/Pages/Symptoms.aspx and http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx27.htm
Yes - I was told that there may be problems after cardiac surgery, but so much later, and in such a dramatic fashion has astounded me.
I can only hope things will work out, and apologise again and again to my compagnon, Tina Concetta Marzocca. This has not been the best introduction to our life together, but I am amazed at her capability and thankful that I was fortunate to meet someone like her.
All I can hope is that time will eventually allow us some normal time together and thank her again for her magnificent back up and help.
Ian W Mitchell.
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